By Alex Distefano
By Scott Snowden
By Anna Merlan
By Steve Almond
By Jena Ardell
By Jon Campbell
By Alan Scherstuhl
By Tessa Stuart
November 10, 1992
At 6:58 on Tuesday, September 29, the Odeon, a Tribeca institution since 1980, played host to relatively few patrons. There was a sudden cold spell to consider. There was Robert De Niro's Tribeca Grill to consider. The modicum of quiet blanketing the restaurant like so many snowy white tablecloths was not unusual. Still reeling from the blissful consumerism of the 80s, art world people, film people, writersin the main, the Odeon's star clienteledined late and sparingly on mashed potatoes, spinach and martinis.
A busboy flicked a napkin in the direction of one or two flies. At table number 25, Sylvester "Spike" Lee, filmmaker, sat alone, making notes in his agenda at the time of the first public (but very private) screening of his long-awaited epic, X, a film that, having been nearly 10 months in the making, and with a $33 million budget, has generated more advance publicity, criticism and debate than any "bio-pic of a slain leader" (as Variety termed it) since Conspiracy became a movie nexus.
The avalanche of press"Spike Lee Hates Your Cracker Ass" (Esquire), "Do the Wrong Thing" (New York Post), "Spike's Pique" (Vanity Fair), "Spike Lee's X Factor" (LA Style), "We were gonna call [my book] X . . . but I realized . . . it might look like I was copying Spike" (Madonna)didn't affect the bored insouciance of the Odeon's maitre d' leaning at her station, or Lee himself, who, from the distance of the street where I stood looking as I fumbled with the overcoat of the Observer, seemed small and separate from the near meta controversy that's sprung up around his film, a film Lee has described as "a spiritual journey . . . three hours and 21 minutes [the opening day of which] should be considered a holiday for black people and their families."
That Lee's statement did not insist on Malcolm X's birthday as the appropriate day for national celebration was an indication of just how much X might become intertwined with its creator's imagethe black Woody Allen, a camera-wielding Sharpton, a gifted charlatan, an inspiration, a generous sort, a media hound (or barker). So much so, in fact, that Malcolm X"Our shining black manhood" (Ozzie Davis), "A father, my brother" (James Baldwin)might pall in comparison. Under the media's unremitting X watch, Malcolm has become a cardboard icon of sorts. Very little reference has been made in the press to what it is he actually did, believed, or said, besides what Lee has appropriated as a moniker for his company, 40 Acres and a Mule: By Any Means Necessary.
Nor does Malcolm seem as vocal as his filmographer.
"The media has tried to poison me. That woman from Esquire who did that piece," Lee says, referring to Barbara Gruzzuti Harrison's smarmy, I'm adorable and who's Spike Lee? Brand of old New Journalism. "She spent three days with me trying to prove how liberal she was. That's all she wrote. She kept telling me how liberal her upbringing had been, like I give a fuck. I called Esquire and told them I didn't like it. I never said I hated anyone's cracker ass. How many times do I have to say I didn't say it!
Lee's locution, his "I was robbed!" and "White America is responsible for the racism in this country" speech, contradicts the need fans and critics have for him. And not just as a cultural necessity. In the last several years, as lee has evolved, more and more, away from the loud ineptitude of his early Jerry Lewis-like screen personaI'm skinny! I'm funny! I'm a geek!and into the goatee-sporting, public image unlimited voice of black male rage, he has become something of a father figure.
We have watched Lee grow up with a certain misty nostalgia. His rise from street urchin to adult has been the story of boys we used to know who've left the neighborhood but haven't left us. Perhaps reversing the "truth" in many black homes: that Dad doesn't exist at all, that he's a long way from home. Not anymore. There he is as Spike Lee, filling the void on TV, in the news, with unequivocal authority. The subject? That the black male is a great, untapped American subject. And regardless of what Lee says about itsometimes trenchant, sometimes stupidhe says it like Dad would, sound mixed with fury. Whatever one may think of Lee, he owns his authority.
"Next year, after X, the belt is mine," he said, throwing the gauntlet down at the feet of our Dionysian Mom, Madonna. It is Lee's complaining the public minds; it is as disjunctive as anyone's Dad crying over milk he hasn't spilledyet.
Which raises the question: Can Lee get out of his own way well enough to be specific and distanced about Malcolm X's tale of stoicism and petty bigotry, the personally transformative effect and power of prayer, the self-reflective gaze of the truly isolated one who was reviled, believed, feared?
"Listen, he's a genius," one former Lee acolyte has said. "But at exactly what, I can't tell you. As a producer, yes. Definitely. But I'm not sure if Malcolm can survive a Spike Lee movie, especially if Spike's in it. He can't not compete. What's happening with all this X press is backfiring. It's beginning to look like Costello working Abbot over for top billing."
Over X lines have been drawn, turning it less into a film than a condition of the community out of which it is born, a community that, notes theologist James Cone, has "three characteristics: the tension between life and death, identity crisis, and white social and political power." This community has become part of the image world too. And it is a bumpy montage that includes Rodney King, the debacle in Crown Heights, white shoe polish being thrown on black school children in the Bronx, Anita Hillthe greatest story never told. It is a parade of images that calls out for one voice, one visionthat of the Great Black Fatherwho upon removing his glasses and never donning cape fear, has power. And can put out a word. Loud but heard. Which speakshopefullyto and about history. George Jackson and Medgar Evers, Malcolm and Angela Davis, and children wearing X hats, staring at X posters: By Any Means Necessary. It's a dictum Lee has illustrated by having completed X. Sho' Nuff. Can Ya Dig It?
And which Lee might become the victim of. Should X not fly as anything more than an interesting cultural moment, Lee could become just another Baldwin, especially after The Fire Next TimeBaldwin's essay on the Nation of Islam and religious conversiongarnered all those magazine covers and lectures and interviews that eventually cowed him as an artist. The clamor that met the piece turned Baldwin into a Spokesman, a public Self who, like Richard Wright and Adam Clayton Powell Jr. before him, became committed to speaking out but could never return in, into that which one's art grows, tangled and intense, but one's own.
Where will X leave Lee who, in the not loving glare of publicity already looks so different from the movie-loving boy he must have been, sitting alone now at table 25, making notes in his agenda on the person he has to be next week, and the week after?
Outside the Odeon, the traffic lights continued to change. The wind shifted. Pulling my coat even tighter, I entered.
Lee is excellent at projecting a tone of voice that conveys mock umbrage and other aspects of Dad/boss man disapproval. "You're Late. (Pause.) Again," he said, as I slid into his booth. To make up for my time-lagged buttor sensibilityhe motioned for a waiter.
In bad French-inflected English with a little early B-boy thrown in, Lee said, "Mon-Signor, zee food please. Can we get some attention over here? I mean, like service," and placed both our orders
I asked if meeting at the Odeon had been convenient because he was putting the finishing touches on X at the Tribeca Film Center.
"Hell no," he said with the abruptness he often uses to pull the verbal rug out from under any interlocutor. Turning away from establishing even the most superficial intimacy is an aspect of Lee's speech. Often, he prefers to project the arrogance of the shy, the physically small man, who bullies before being bullied. "I'm mixing the final sound at Magno, uptown. We haven't finished the final images yet, but people have coming by. De Niro, as a matter of fact."
"The reaction. To the film."
Lee paused. He shifted in his seat. No reaction seemed forthcoming except another wave of his shyness, the artist's reluctance to pass judgmenteven if inferredon himself. This time, and for more than a moment, his defensive tone could not shield his quietness as he said, "He liked it."
Then, "Scorsese came too." Scorsese, in his collaborations with De Niroespecially Mean Streets, that ode to the dream and ultimate failure of re-creatingsome life with fatherhas been a seminal influence on Lee.
"I sat in back of him while he watched the movie. I could feel the way he watched itthis man who loves cinema the way I love sports. And I could feel what he thought. You know the way he takes a shot and puts it back together for you so that the audience knows what's going on? That's the way he took my film apart."
Dinner was served. Lee picked up his fork, and held it, on an angle, in his left hand. He attacked his food with great relish. He did not use a knife. Bits of perspiration collected on his sparse, dark mustache. He ate, by turns, his mashed potatoes from one plate and salmon from another, using slow strokes. His thin shoulders and slight frame floated somewhere inside his oversized denim shirt, over which he wore a red tie with diamond patterns. Gone were the Malcolm X-style glasses seen in 10 or 50 photographs; they had been replaced by elegant tortoise-shell frames, through which Lee's gaze, his large and unblinking eyes, like Baldwin's self-described "frog eyes," were the most physically forceful aspect of his person. This gaze did not disturb the vulnerability one feels is wrapped around him clearly, like plastic. The signature diamond stud was in his left earlobe. His earlobe seemed to signify so much, so nearly naked and delicate, I had to think twice before deciding not to stroke it.
Lee, whose eyes miss nothing, said, in his best guerrilla filmmaking voice: "We had so much shit to get through to bring this off. We have to bring it off. There was the pressure of not messing Malcolm up. 'Don't mess Malcolm up' is what me and Denzel heard all the time. We had to respect Malcolm. And Dr. Betty Shabazz and Shorty, Malcolm's real close friend from the Boston days, whom I play.
"Then you had people who thought I was trying to bumrush the show all the time. Like, when Norman Jewison was chosen as this film's original director." Lee smiled at the memory. "I said, 'Hey Norman, you might have to give this one up.' He very graciously bowed out when I had a talk with him to explain how maybe he wasn't the best person qualified to do Malcolm."
Before I could raise the question with Lee of whether or not he was qualified for the job, he silenced it with more speech, continuing his X travails narrative. This is a recognizable device used by artists to protect themselves against the public's judgment of their work. The enormity of the judgment facing Lee accounts, in part, for the intensity of his criticism of the pressanother power. As Lee talked, his eyes blinked slowly, more than before.
"People said, 'Look at Spike trying to take credit for James Baldwin's script,'" he continued. "The script was written 25 years ago when Marvin Worth, our producer, hired Baldwin to translate Malcolm's book to the screen. I never didn't want Baldwin to have credit, but his sister, Gloria, his executor, didn't want to have anything to do with this project. Don't ask me why.
"There have been a million scripts done. I mean, David Mamet did a script. He put Alex Haley, Malcolm's coauthor on the Autobiography, in as a character in the film. We finally have a credit that reads: Arnold Perl and Spike Lee."
The making or not making of X has been chronicled for years, most notably by James Baldwin in his essay The Devil Finds Work. "At the top of 19 68," he writes, "I flew to Hollywood to write the screenplay for The Autobiography of Malcolm X . . . I think that I would rather be horsewhipped, or incarcerated in the forthright bedlam of Bellevue, than repeat the adventure."
Baldwin's screenplay published as One Day, When I was Lost, is a masterpiece. Adapted for the screen in a series of flashbacks and other time jumbles, it is presented as cinema verite but very precisely structured. Although Baldwin originally intended to adapt the book for the stage as a collaboration between himself, Haley, and Elia Kazan, the play, like the film, was never produced. What did eventually make it to the boards, nearly 20 years later, was Anthony and Thulani Davis's X, an opera that enjoyed a brief success d'estime . . . While noted for the subtlety of its language and harmonic structure, the opera was limited to just a few performances. At the time of its New York premierin 1968there was no Big Moment to help sell it: no public bloodletting, no Rodney King, no X hats, no Spike Lee.
As Lee's voice went on describing, with the chilly but fascinated detachment of the survivor of a bad dream, the film's financial problemsits takeover, at one point, by the Completion Bond Company when X went over budget; the $3 million fee he reduced to $1 million to help keep the film afloat; his eventual call to a number of black entrepreneurs (Bill Cosby, Oprah Winfrey, Prince, Janet Jackson, Michael Jordan) for "a giftnot a loan, not an investment" to retain his right to final cut; his commitment to :never financing a film like this again. If anyone asks me to, they can kiss my black ass two times"I wondered what the aesthetic demands of the film might have been. I wondered about Lee's handling of his actors I commented on having seen Cynda Williams in Carl Franklin's One False Move and how, well, different she seemed in Mo' Better Blues.
"That girl just walked in off the street!" he said, folding in on himself in the booth. It occurred to me that Lee's vulnerability, the turning away of a shoulder, a sidelong glance, a bark, may account for his more preposterous public statements. Rather than appear in the least vulnerable and therefore open to criticism, he had decided to appear as invulnerable as possible, the angry laughing figure beyond reproach, beyond comment . . .
I had heard a great deal about Malcolm . . . and I was a little afraid of him . . .I saw Malcolm before I met him, I had just returned from someplace . . . I was giving a lecture somewhere in New York, and Malcolm was sitting in the first or second row of the hall, bending forward at such an angle that his long arms nearly caressed the ankles of his long legs, staring up at me. I am very nearly panicked . . . .I stumbled through my lecture with Malcolm never taking his eyes off my face. -- James Baldwin
Looking into Lee's face for some further point of connection between Baldwin's image of Malcolm and the reel-upon-reel image of Malcolm created by Denzel Washington, I asked Lee about directing him.
"We got to know each other better on this project." He said. "And Denzel had played Malcolm before, in When the Chickens Come Home To Roost, a playI never saw it.
"It was amazing for me to watch his absolute dedication, especially during Malcolm's religious conversion. I watched him humble himself, kneel and atone, just like Malcolm did. We knew our careers were not just at stake on this one, but our lives."
"Is this going to lead to another collaboration? Like Scorsese's with De Niro?"
Spike (with a smile): This is only our second film together. But wouldn't that be nice?"
For those with no vested interest in its process, movie making is a tedious undertaking. On a set, the eye is inclined to drift. Before a director yells "Print!" and the crew applauds at a scene's completion, time yawns. Very little happens as everything happens. Everyone wonders what the dailies will look like. No one knows how the scene will look. Everyone has an idea, though. The hyperreality involved in being what one is on a movie setactor, sound engineer, reporterelicits a certain self-conferred authority but not the authority: the director's.
On X's set, it was interesting to watch Spike Lee. This for a number of reasons, the primary one being the freedom inherent in his pivotal role as Authority. He never seemed to doubt this authority, nor did he seem especially aware of its effect in relation to the rest of the crew who were generally watching themselves watch him, as if for a cue.
On certain days, Lee's marcelled hair stuck out from beneath his X cap ("I had it conked to play Shorty"). On other days, his turned-in feet and loping stride carried him to his place: To his cinematographer, Ernest Dickerson's side. Sometimes Spike Lee smiles. More often, though, he didn't. More often, as Dickerson or someone else talked, Lee would listen, offering no more than an inscrutable nod. It became clear, as Lee did these things, that one of his principal responsibilitiesaside from directing, running interference with producers, fielding questions from actors, being sure script rewrites were in place for the next day's shoot and interviewing catererswas to appear as if none of this was a particular concern. On Lee's face, it was not clear whether or not any of this was cause for stress. Mostly, he maintained a relatively impassive veneer. Sometimes members of the crew imitated this stance, especially when approached by members of the press. When crew members approached Lee, this stance was dropped. Lee preferred his face to be in repose.
These were the things I saw on my first visit to the X set, late on December 4, 1991, a bone-chillingly cold evening.
It had taken some months of negotiation to arrange that visit. Lee was not directly involved in this. My request was fielded by the publicist hired expressly for part of the shoot ("Spike wants to know what kind of story you're planning to do. Is it major or can we back burner this?), and Lee's assistant Desiree, a pleasant young woman. "You want to see a script?" she asked, with a giggle, in response to my request. "I don't think so, but I'll ask him."
I did not receive a script. I did, however, receive the call sheet for December 4, which read, in part, like this:
CALL SHEET: MALCOLM X
DAY 58 OUT OF 75
CREW CALL 6P SET
INT. MUSEUM OF NATURAL HISTORY (1957)
MALCOLM PROVES PORK IS FOUL.
This was rather a lot of shots for one day, amounting to a 13-to-24 hour work day, costume changes, and a considerable amount of tension.
"Yes, yes," said the unit publicist emphatically, crankily, into her walkie-talkie as she stood outside the Museum of Natural History's basement entrance. "Jesus," she said as I approached her, having first walked past the Winnebagos lining Central Park West, directly in front of the museum. In the cold dark the white trucks with white lights in them looked like white, frozen prehistoric things, guarded by young men in dirty down parkas, a nose ring or two and big Negro hair.
"They're shooting the scene in which Malcolm begins courting Betty Shabazz," said the unit publicist, leading me indoors, past the museum's great hall, past the aimless techies and gofersprimarily blackcircling the floor or sometimes sitting dazed and huddled on it, X jackets used as pillows for those who had been felled by the recreation of history, or making of it.
The room in which the scene was to be filmed was replete with large, glassed-in environments featuring stuffed bears, a boar in the woods, struck dumb in perpetuity. The set was not "dressed." It was, however, stiflingly hot and weighed down by a large crane, a 35 mm camera, now big and dumb with nothing to show for itself. A video monitor off to one side flickered blue and then white, a further refracting of reality in the playing of scenes as they maybe didn't happen. Nothing appeared on the monitor for sometime. Nothing happened. Extras drifted around the space in early 60s summer clothing, in Stay-Press suits and black hats with small brimsbrims too small for most of the men's heads. The women, some of whose hair was not processed but covered in ill-conceived or ill-fitting wigs, studied their nails or the boar. Their hats on top of their wigs were of no period I can recall.
Principal actors were being called to their places. Denzel Washington, with reddish brown hair, cut short, combed back , Malcolm glasses in place, entered followed by one or two or three men, each of whom held these things: a bottle of water, a down parka, and a script. Dressed in a black suit and white shirt with a black tie, he appeared trim and grim as he stood on his mark, making round O shapes with his mouth, intended, I assumed, to talk and talk.
Ernest Dickerson stood huddled near the video monitor, the blue images flickering in his face like the electronic light from an electronic fireplace, waiting for something to appear. Something did as an assistant yelled "Picture!" and Lee assumed his customary posearms draped across his chest, right hand cupping his chinas the crane snaked down and nearly onto Denzel and Angela Bassett as Betty Shabazz, who took her place moments before. Bassett seemed amused watching herself play Betty Shabazz, nodding and smiling and nodding again as Denzel-as-Malcolm talked on and on. His body language conveyed, by turns, and in subtle waysa flick of the tongue, a sidelong glancean innocence, an awkwardness, that reminded one of Spike Lee at social gatherings.
Shot, from my medium distance: The video monitor showing Denzel-as-Malcolm motioning toward the white bear, his arms then crossed over his chest, his right hand cupping his chin. Bassett on video monitor: amused. Denzel: solemn. Cut. No take. Lighting not quite right. Lee confers with Dickerson. Some standing around. Extras bored. Tow make-up people come up to Washington and Basset and dab at their faces. Angela looks up as her cheeks are patted. Angela smiles. Denzel laughs at her smiling.
It was interesting to watch Leeattired, besides X cap, in jeans and X T-shirt (which he sold on the set at somewhat of a reduction)grapple with this bit of technical problem solving. There was his impassive stare again, the calm of a Yogi whose enlightened space was a movie set. One of two or three minutes pass before another A.D. yells "Quiet!" and another yells "Sound!" and someone else says "Picture!" Everyone began again, as if nothing had stopped and everything had been started.
The scene, which was about three minutes in length, took about three hours to record. After its completion, a source close to the production told me in the men's room, during the set-up of another scene, that the contretemps between Lee and Dickerson has reached mythic proportions. They have remained polite, though, says the source, committed, as they are, to the project, although it is known Dickerson is exhausted by his work on Juice, his first feature, which he's in post-production with. Lee, the source then says, wiping his hands, is nervous for and about Dickerson, the future of their collaboration, wondering if Juice or X will survive their anxiety about their separate projects.
The source, a young man, whispers all this to me in the most hushed, most anxious of tones, gripped, as he is, by the pervasive HUAC paranoia that keeps most movie sets shut solid, but also because he is alarmed by what he hasn't said: The fact seems to rely invariably on just two or three peopleMonty Ross, Denzel Washington, and Ernest Dickerson. It was clear, then, for discussion. The thing I heard Lee demand most on the set was quiet. He creates a space by not speaking and in which everyoneA.D.s, actors, caterersis committed because what Lee wants remains oddly unspoken.
On whatever location I happen to visit, it was not unusual to see one or four of his or someone else's personal assistants circle him on sneakered feet, faces imploring to be told what to do. Which Lee would eventually do, slowly, softly and with a directness that implied that while this idea might work he would have another, in no time, and another and another. Generally Lee's stance suggested that the success or failure of someone's ability to execute their task was the success or failure of the project as a whole.
Of course, there were those who reacted to Lee with some bitterness, and expelled this bitterness in a covert remark or two, fearful of identification. It became clear that what Lee dealt with, almost continually, were relationships that had to be negotiated again and again in order to see the image of what he wanted to see, in the picture.
Like in the interior of a hotel, a few, still bone-chilling nights later. The meeting hall of the hotel is flanked by a dais, behind which Malcolm sits with some of his staff to announce at a press conference his departure from the Nation of Islam. It was a heartbreaking scene, played with great restraint by Washington as he considers, publicly, and for the first time, why he is leaving home (the Nation) and Father (the Honorable Elijah Muhammad). The scene is written this way:
Pg. 162 Revised 11/16/91. 181. INT. JFK AIRPORTDAY. A large PRESS CONFERENCE: mikes of every network, every newspaper and wire service presence. Malcolm sports a beard.
As played by Denzel, the words, the camera snaking in a great low arch before him, were choreographed to great effect, were mesmerizing: as the camera moved to the left, Washington's head would turn right, his eyes taking in the extras playing reporters, the reporters playing themselves, David Lee, the unit photographer, clicking away the publicist holding her cup of coffee, and Lee himself, grinningor the hours this moment took to capture, as Washington took us all in, made his leave-taking a part of our responsibility. When Lee yelled, "Picture!" and everyone applauded, an extra turned to me and said, "Wonderful. But why does everything have to be so fucking perfect?"
The secrecy surrounding X was part of the project's aura, so much more interesting than the Controversy. In Lee's not too distant past, so much of this controversy would have worked to his and the film's advantage. Regardless of what the critics would have said in that halcyon past, the public knew who he was and was charmed and sufficiently provoked by the creation of Spike the Icon, the only (publicly) certifiable Negro star who was not a basketball player or a rapper, to see whatever movie he was touting.
Not so with Malcolm. X was different. Malcolm X was not an invented subject. Malcolm did not belong to Spike but to history, which always makes an audience approach such a projecta filmographywith some derision. The conjecturewas Lee making a film in the public's best interests or would Malcolm become another fall guy to Lee's ambition?provoked, from one fan, this reaction to the proliferation of X hats and X tote bags: "Does Spike know that now a brother is selling X potato chips in Philly?"
Someone to whom I had applied for X information said, "No one will really talk to you about Spike. Why should they? Let's face it, Spike is a power. And like most people in power, he has to protect himself. And if he has to protect himself by being vindictive, fine. And if you don't like Xfine too. You have to know he's tried to make it about Malcolm, but he couldn't. That particular bit of subject matter is his biggest competition in the black attention market. Martin wouldn't have meant the same time. Black, revolutionary, intelligent-all the things Spike is or wants to be. He's got the power. Now he has to figure out what to do with it. I mean, everyone wants a job in his business. He's made black film an industry. He's an entrepreneur, a brilliant producer, and a not even mediocre filmmaker. Even critically, you can't touch him without looking like a fool, or a racist."
Culture needs the "bad nigger" or two-Lee, Basquiat, Naomi Campbell, Malcolm X-but eventually punishes them. For being ornery, a loud mouth, a champion of "kissing my black ass two times," they receive headlines like "Do the Wrong Thing," which speaks scornfully of the Negro who speaks. If not solely an artist, Dad, or "bad nigger," what will Lee become to the public? X and the criticism it is bound to provoke will push past Lee's familiar image. And Malcolm's.
How has Malcolm changed in our collective imagination since he's gone before the cameras? In the 26 books slated for release around the time of X's opening (November 18), he is pictured as angry, unjoyous. He is, in his Denzel-as-Malcolm guise, pictured on the cover of the New York Times Magazine and in L.A. Style or whatever, no longer a challenge. The cult of personality-but dead. Is he a representative of all those mad, mad colored folk not burning the mother down-again?
Medium close-up: A young women sitting by a pool in L.A. Flat, ugly light off the hills, which are burning. Nearly everyone connected with X has gone to Mecca. I had gone to L.A.
"He makes money," said the young woman, her back arched. A yellow sheen is emitted from her Bodymap bathing suit. The young woman said, "I mean, he's in your face with these themes and whatnot, but he makes money. I happen to have liked Do The Right Thing. It had that edge, that New York edge people out here are just not into, being idiots. I mean, writers are paid a million dollars for a script that's eventually not going to be their vision. What the million dollars is for is to keep the writer quiet as your work goes to shit. What with producers and actors with more power than God meddling in everything, you have to take the money and run. Spike doesn't do that. He's anything but complacent about what he means to say. Personally, I hope he tears the roof off of this one."
The young woman dropped her pink heel into the pool.
"God, I hate this place," she said.
"The book that goes along with this project is called By Any Means Necessary: The Trials and Tribulations of Making Malcolm X While 10 Million Motherfuckers are Fucking With You," Spike Lee said, back at the Odeon. We laughed.
Our relative isolation created somewhat of the feeling that we were sealed off, alone, a feeling Lee, noticing everything and saying nothing, tried to decompress by asking about a film I had been rather closely associated with. Making a stern, protective, big brother gesture toward me-placing his right hand flat on the table with a thump-he gave me advice about the film community, which he has been cultivating for 13 years. I reacted to this advice as comfort. And since this comfort had taken so long to establish, I asked him about his. Where did he find it?
His mother, as I knew, had died relatively young, of cancer.
"All of those films are about the hope of integration still existing in foreign, hostile environments," I said.
"Yeah, I guess so. I didn't know cinema was about making it back then. I didn't know it was something anyone could do."
Spike seemed enlivened by the memory, the internal picture of this: Spike in the dark, looking at the screen, unaware and then aware of its possibilities.
"For a long time, I didn't know anyone did it, making pictures," he said. He put on his X hat, his X jacket.
"Which way are you going?" I asked.
"Brooklyn!" With a feigned growl that put us both at ease, we were suddenly at the end, in close-up, nervous and expectant.
He said: "Maybe I'll go home and watch one of those movies."