HERE WE GO AGAIN! Into the same ol' same ol'? Do I repeat the past or jettison it? (Learning from it doesn't seem to be an option.) We sit on the mattress in the corner, eating Chinese takeout, my new girlfriend and I. I tell her, "Don't worry about what you've heard. I'm not like that anymore. Anyone could have a bad year." Am I condemned to repeat the past, the same mess as last year, the same disconnection, the continual fear? The same false starts, the same detox? "Don't worry about... More >>>