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Your Own Personal Blackboard Jungle

Fresh from the frontlines, New York Teaching Fellows tell all

The subway ads promise inspiration, fulfillment, and the kind of career satisfaction rarely found in an office cube. "Your spreadsheets won't grow up to be doctors and lawyers," one gently chides. "You remember your first-grade teacher's name. Who will remember yours?" asks another.

The posters are an effective lure for enticing dissatisfied corporate professionals and idealistic college grads to apply for the New York City Teaching Fellows program. Set up in 2000 as a collaboration between the city and the nonprofit New Teacher Project, the program aims to address the city's chronic teacher shortage, epecially in hard-to-fill areas like math, science, and special education. It offers a subsidized master's degree in education and a quick on-ramp to a new career. This year, nearly 20,000 would-be educators from across the country applied.

But recent fellows warn aspirants not to fall for the gauzy sales pitch. Recounting their initiation into leading a classroom, the novice teachers describe a scene that's more Full Metal Jacket than Goodbye, Mr. Chips. Seven weeks of crash-course training and summer school student teaching, they say, is no preparation for the realities of city classrooms.

"The year before I came, the kids set three or four fires in the school," recalls one fellow about to enter her fifth year of teaching first and second graders. "You're prepared that some of the kids aren't going to listen, but not for the things they're going to do—like throwing desks across the room. I had a kid taken away in an ambulance my first year because he just flipped out and was ramming into the door."

Adds another fellow who just finished her first year in the program, and is currently hunting for a new job that will let her avoid returning for a second: "I was pretty much thrown into the depths of hell."


By one measure, the Teaching Fellows program has been a remarkable success. A decade ago, talk of a teacher crisis was everywhere. An impending wave of retirements, combined with the city's high cost of living and salaries that lagged 20 percent behind the national average, created a systemwide shortage of credentialed teachers. The United Federation of Teachers, in a bid for higher pay rates, ran ads showing a classroom of children staring forlornly at an empty teacher's desk.

The advent of the Teaching Fellows program—along with the growth of Teach for America, a similar alternative credentialing program that operates nationally—has helped forestall those fears. Fellows now comprise 10 percent of all New York City public school teachers, and will account for 20 percent of this fall's new hires. The system will need them, because it continues to hemorrhage teachers as fast as it can hire new ones. Around 10 percent of each Teaching Fellows "cohort," the program's term for its entering classes of new teachers, drop out before the end of their first year. At least 30 percent don't make it through year three, and by the start of year five, less than half the program's recruits remain, according to Department of Education statistics. Those numbers are, DoE officials note, about on a par with other big-city school systems, which have long struggled with teacher retention.

Yet interviews with current and former teaching fellows reveal that one reason for the high turnover rate may be the poor preparation that the program provides for life in the classroom.

"Diana," like several fellows who insisted on using a pseudonym because she feared retribution from school administrators, had just graduated from college last summer when she joined the Teaching Fellows ranks. She was eager to move to New York and try out a career in the classroom. The year that followed she calls "the most miserable experience of my life," one filled with Kafkaesque bureaucracies, exhaustion, humiliation, profoundly needy students crammed into overstuffed classrooms, as well as sexual harassment from students and a co-worker.

Diana's frustration set in on day one, when she arrived for work at a Bronx middle school she had never before set foot in. After initially slotting in fellows to teach at schools without regard for either their desires or those of school administrators, the DoE has since reformed the system to require incoming teachers to interview for positions. That's in line with the Bloomberg administration's goal of giving principals increased control and accountability. Once admitted to the Teaching Fellows program, recruits are in charge of finding their own placements, with the help of job fairs, websites listing open positions, and word-of-mouth.

Diana, then a 21-year-old transplant from the Midwest with no prior teaching experience, went on more than a dozen interviews without landing a job. The Teaching Fellows placement office had promised that in the unlikely case she couldn't find any positions, she'd still be paid through December while serving in the substitute pool. ("They made it sound like a flight attendant saying, 'If the plane crashes, which never, ever happens . . . ' ") At the same time, she says, program officers ramped up the pressure to find an assignment before September. "It had been drilled into us at that point that we needed to find a job," she says.

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  • cohort 3 01/04/2009 8:46:00 AM

    I am a NYC TF cohort 3 and started the program in 2001. I am in my 8th year of teaching. Yes, teaching is hard and yes it is rewarding. These complaining fellows should have thought about the difficulty before they started. If you want a year of training get your BA in education and student teach. The Fellows program is for those interested in alternative certification which means it will be more difficult then the conventional way of becoming a teacher. I am so thankful for the program and all the great teachers it has brought into the field.

  • Bee 11/20/2008 6:22:00 PM

    My son is currently in the NYC Teaching Fellows Program. Everything I read here is just what I have heard from him. This has been a huge investment in his life and I know he has sarificed a lot to try and make this happen. I am wondering what happens to Teaching Fellows who leave the program early. Do they have to pay back for credits toward their masters which they have earned by teaching in the program? How long are they actually expected to stay in NYC. It sounds to me like the Dept of Ed in NY and the politicians have decided to let these young people sink or swim. They almost need combat training along with education training prior to their entry into the classroom. By the way, I admire my son's dedication, even though he is frustrated. I worry about his safety and I hope that the experience doesn't turn him off from a possibly rewarding career as a teacher in a less frenzied environment. Any answers? comments? Bee

  • Buddy Broad 09/09/2008 3:31:00 AM

    This article echoes some of the stories I am hearing from my cohorts that joined the NYCTF this summer. The summer trianing consisted of babysitting groups of malcontents through a less the rigorous review of whatever class they had failed to pass outright, failed the regents for, or just had to sit through because they didn't attend enough classes during the year. The chronic shortages of materials and mentoring coupled with the avalanche of paperwork that the NYCTF does not prepare you for cause the novice teacher to put themselves into "emotional deficit spending". The give out enormous amounts of effort and feeling and get nothing back from a system that sucks the life from them each day. Especially vulnerable are the youngest recruits that do not have a longer world view and cannot navigate throught the system without taking each knock as one personally directed at them. Having said all this with only two weeks under my belt in the field I think I have been lucky to land at the school I did because I have been given the challenge of creating the curriculum for their first self contained SPED class. So far I have gotten adequate support but I have relied on the skills that I have aquired over fifty years and the various jibs I have held. As was said in the article, sometimes, experience is the best teacher.

  • David 09/08/2008 10:24:00 PM

    I agree with everything in this article. I was a NYC Teaching Fellow and completed the program. I was placed in a District 75 classroom with 3rd - 5th graders who had been diagnosed with emotional disabilities and psychotic/psychiatric disorders. I had students who had attempted murder by the age of 8 because the voices in their heads told them to. I had zero preparation for this and was purposely attacked and injured by my students 5 times (1 time I was rushed to the hospital since I was badly injured). I had a student stab another student in the head in this classroom as well. When I confronted my administrators about this, they did not feel it was a problem. I also tried to deal with the union, going all the way up to the head of special education at the time and his response was, "What do you want me to do about it?" and then hung up on me. In my next school (not District 75), I had 2 first grade students threaten suicide (with plans of how they would do it). I followed suicide protocol and the administration punished me saying, "They won't do it." I didn't want to be the teacher who took a chance with my students' lives. The next year I was in 8th grade science in the same school and had a student who the principal confirmed was in the Latin Kings and had been investigated 2 times by NYPD for alleged gun possession. This student's mother also told me he was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and unmedicated. He threatened to shoot me and neither the principal, my union rep, NYPD, nor Randi Weingarten's office would do anything to protect me. It was at this time I got out of the NYC DOE. I taught a year outside of NYC and now have discovered how horrifically teachers are treated all over and am now leaving the profession.

  • Anonymous 12/30/2007 10:09:00 PM

    I'm a former NYC Teaching Fellow. It was a nightmare for me. Administration says they are mentoring you, but it feels more like bullying. You're expected to enter the blackboard jungle, with little training, and fix years of academic neglect and years of bad student behavior, and when you can't, it is all the new teacher's fault. The system is broken and the Fellows are broken, throwing away thousands of dollars on recruiting newbie teachers and then not supporting them to try to keep them in the system. I don't ever want to see the inside of a classroom again.

  • dee 12/24/2007 1:31:00 AM

    The Fellowship program should be abolished. It uses people and does not care about students or novice teachers. It figures it will get some inexpensive staffing and plug up the shortages without one concern for the students in the classroom who need well prepared and not stressed out teachers. It does not care about the people they hire. The administrators and senior teachers are for the most part part of the problem. They do not know how to mentor at all. The Board of Education is its own worst enemy. I say get rid of the whole system and configure a system based on common sense and fairness.

 

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